Autumn Tree

Autumn tree
your time is near
but when you die
you will be reborn

I want to lay on your dead trunk
and fall in love with
Autumn
and then die.

Ionnothissong

Ionno where she went
I cant even ask the wind
How are your good grades darling?
I hear now your starving
I wont even try
Not a tear in your eye

a Song about a Girl living in a Wes Anderson Film

She thinks she lives in New York
thinks she's got problems
thinks she owns a book store
Thinks she is an artist


She has the perfect boyfriend
who owns a private island
and has her rich old parents
to give her what she demands

She dresses like a hipster
and she's beautiful and fun
but its all an illusion of grandeur
She has seen too much Wes Anderson

Fear

I am
fearful
anxious
terrified
of my past
of my future
of children
and their futures
in this world of low-lives
drugs, pedophiles, violence
I really wish
that god is real

Im writting again

My demons are swallowing me whole
There is no better way to feel human again
than this

1:18 AM

her sweet brown eyes
form a piece of visual art
that I can only wish
to someday look into
without turning to stone...

The Night is so Long

So many things....

There are so many things
I could be doing right now,
I could be
at a movie with my friends
I could be
enjoying some fantastic music at a local show
I could be
on a rusty swing set with the girl I love
but instead
Ive been swept away with the windtunnel of loneliness
just like every other night.